White left England's camp in Qatar during the 2022 World Cup for personal reasons and subsequently made himself unavailable for selection for the remainder of Gareth Southgate's tenure. He has consistently declined to explain the details, and says he will not publicly blame anyone involved.
“I think obviously people don't know the full story, because I [have] never said anything and I won't put anyone under the bus or share any of that.
“I think that is probably the best way.
“It's been amazing [though], obviously a bit tricky and not straightforward, but it is amazing to be here now.”
Asked whether he would have handled the situation differently with the benefit of hindsight, the 29-year-old was clear that he stood by his decision.
“No, I don't think I would.
“Obviously, I was a bit younger, I am a bit older now.
“I think as a person I am quite real and I think I made the decision that I would probably continue to make.
“So, one that I am not happy about, but obviously it happened and [it is] time to move on.”
When White made his first England appearance since 2022 in March's 1-1 draw with Uruguay, sections of the Wembley crowd booed him. He later scored for England but also conceded the penalty from which Uruguay equalised.
He recalled the emotions of the match, having hoped to keep his return low-key.
“Before the game I was thinking 'don't not stand out, but [take it] nice and easy'.
“Then I came on and obviously got booed, then I scored, then I gave away a penalty.
“So, it was obviously full of emotions that night, [but] it was a good night.”
White subsequently received public support from his England team-mates, with Jordan Henderson making clear that the squad would stand by him. Tuchel has also backed the defender, saying he deserves a fresh chapter and positive support from supporters.
The Arsenal player is now focused on making the most of his latest call-up. England face Croatia at Wembley on November 12 before travelling to Madrid to meet Spain three days later.
“It is obviously an amazing privilege to be called up. The feeling is the same every time you do get this chance to play for England. It's one I am really looking forward to this week.”
White is hoping to add to his six international caps, with the November camp giving him another chance to rebuild his England career. He has not disclosed the private circumstances behind his Qatar departure, but remains firm that his decision was one he would make again.
